Killin' you hoes.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hTCYwM6uZhQ

IT HAS TO BE THE BEST VIDEO EVER.
And NOT just because I'm featured in it. - made by karma graves.

also - made a new shop.
did other stuff. there is a guy skin out.
not alot of options and a few new things.
making more. blah blah blah.

so - TIME FOR MY RANT.
one of my close friends. allymae thursday.
yes, HER. she met eeka. ;[ .. another friend.
which made me jealous because i wanna meet someone awesome.
but not really because you guys are kinda creepy in sl.
jayk. :]]]] I LOVE YOU ALL. but anyways.
its 9am or so and im hungry and dont have much to say.
unless you want me to tell you about real life but..
i doubt that. JERKSKSSKSS! :(

morning rants & coffee.

Picture taken by Laced Avro.
She does LOADS of different types of pictures and is really good.
Her prices range from 450-600L. It's worth it!

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I think it's so weird that everyone on SL suddenly knows about renderosity and talks about it or uses it and it's like.. the entire reason I even got somewhat involved with 3D designing. I made a account there in 04 back when I was like.. underage and still in high school because one of my older friends went to a major university for gaming and designs and showed me it.

It's honestly a really great site and has so many talented designers there that I've always envied but one day I do hope I can be just as good or close to it!

UHUM, I want to make a mix-tape. Oh! So, the sale is still going on and I've been doing better then I thought I was going to. >__>; .. so, thanks for that! ALSO. Ellie-smexface, I am going to post up that one picture of me rockin' it out or looking drugged up during a performance! Eek.

NOW TO FINNISH THIS COFFEE. MMMMMMMMZ!

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EDIT
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YEY, made it!

Longer..

I lied.

The guy skins will not be released until after I remake the store. But, the bright side is that I already started building the store and redoing my posters. oo; ! - woot. Also, I have been working on the body of my new girl skin so that is getting done quicker then I had thought.

I'm going to be hosting a SALE from tonight at 12 until however long it takes me to make my new shop and other things. So, most items will be marked down alot. Skins will be 250. Outfits, 75.

shirts and other cheap stuff like 35-40. <3

Long day.

I got a job in RL.
I got online classes.
I have friends that are far too social for their own good that likes to force me into leaving my house too often to do things that I sometimes don't even feel like doing.
I have to take care of my dogs.
I have to spend time with my boyfriend.
I have to spend time with my friends in SL.
OH, and I am SICK. :(

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I guess, I don't feel like I have time to do anything for my shop because I am lazy and then I am busy when I'm not that lazy. But, despite that.. I did make a few items that will be released for my shop shortly and I am working on a new female skin and I SUPPOSE I will release those guy skins tomorrow even though there is only a few because I lost the PSD's ages ago.

Hum-bug.

I'm not good at this SL - Store owning/making/designing type thing.

- I'm not responsible.
- I ditch idea's quickly.
- I am never satisfied with my stuff.
- I can't stand commitment because it'll pressure me to bail.


I was suppose to be apart of a friends project and I just feel like I am going to kill myself with the anxiety and like suffer to death because I feel trapped and I feel like I am going to let down people.

FIRST OFF - my stuff isn't that great. It's okay, it's maybe even good, but I am nowhere good enough to be apart of some huge project that is suppose to have AMAZING stuff. So, call me negective but I don't care. I don't want to embarrass myself and try and fail and have people secretly talk shit and have to go by someone elses designed building that isn't [ ME ] at all.

AND IF I SAY ANYTHING LIKE, " Oh, maybe blah blah blah blah ' . It should look different or be alot smaller or not so many windows or so plain. " I get made out like a bad person and like I am discrediting their work. I'm not! It's just not ME, I, VYLORNA DEMAR, ANTOINETTE (cantsaymylastnamePSYCHO's) .. sighsighsigh. I get too worked up, I suppose.

Updates and mah 11th ann.

The hunt is offically over.

I hope everybody enjoyed it.. I know it seemed kinda of cop outish to throw a hunt because others are doing it but I figured it was a good idea to be generous and because I haven't had a discount type ordeal thing yet which I will soon enough after I release some more things so that there is even more variety.

I'm trying to catch my stores inventory back up after I got rid of all the old stuff I made back in the day and deleted. RIP to that crap! :p

OKAY, so! GUYS, FELLOWS, SEN-YOURS.
I made some stuff for you guys this time!

- two different types of v-necks.
MULTIPLE AND MANY COLORS.


AND GIRLS, in the first pic - it's the YUMMY Shirts! well one of em. :]] its pretty new, like uh.. 4 days old? or so. idk made it friday. D: .. SO, YUH. -

whooa. my last post was sad. i was so angry and sad that day that i rewrote it 100 times trying to not sound too upset or angry or KILLERish cause i wanna stab his dad. >;[ .. <3CHASE.






OH and today is Krez and I's 11month ann and i spent probably like 5K on his avatar. yuh, im a GREAT sl gf and bestfriend. MOSTLY bff. :]]] ilHIM. - yuppp. \\ but sadly, he cant be on and didnt even see what i got him yet! cause i got his password ( No. I dont STEAL his nonexistant money or idenity. >:{ ) and i went on his name and bought him LOADS of stuff. :]]] and wrote a cuuute notecard letting him know how great he is and he missed it! =[[[. SIGHSIGHSIGH.

Emotionally startled.

David Chase Chancellor.
Died at age [ Seventeen. ] - a month away from his 18th birthday.
Reasoning: His father shot him and let him suffer for 3 hours before his death.

I miss you so much. It's been a year, now, and I can't stop crying because it's so unreal that you are actually gone and it's been so long.. I keep imagining you coming up to my door and knocking on it with a cheesy grin plastered on your face and screaming that it was all a joke and you were just gone for a year to get away from all of the drama that went on. But, your face in the casket is still in my mind and I know that it's real and you are never coming back. I love you, we all do, and we still keep you in our memory every single day.