Finished!

R.I.P - Vylorna Demar.

So, basically my account has been banned for good.

For the fact that, I sent in my ID and it didn't match the one I had first entered when I joined on account of when I first joined I was underage so for however many months, I was breaking TOS and also because I let someone else into my account which is against the rules as well.

Therefore, Vylorna Demar is gone and finished.
I will be making a new name and getting a new store up.
Eventually..

I'm pretty heartbroken. Everything I worked for is gone.
Everything I have made, bought, used, was given - vanished.
It was my first account, [everything] was on it. Le sigh.

YUP. So. This is most likely my last post. ;\ <3

Killin' you hoes.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hTCYwM6uZhQ

IT HAS TO BE THE BEST VIDEO EVER.
And NOT just because I'm featured in it. - made by karma graves.

also - made a new shop.
did other stuff. there is a guy skin out.
not alot of options and a few new things.
making more. blah blah blah.

so - TIME FOR MY RANT.
one of my close friends. allymae thursday.
yes, HER. she met eeka. ;[ .. another friend.
which made me jealous because i wanna meet someone awesome.
but not really because you guys are kinda creepy in sl.
jayk. :]]]] I LOVE YOU ALL. but anyways.
its 9am or so and im hungry and dont have much to say.
unless you want me to tell you about real life but..
i doubt that. JERKSKSSKSS! :(

morning rants & coffee.

Picture taken by Laced Avro.
She does LOADS of different types of pictures and is really good.
Her prices range from 450-600L. It's worth it!

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I think it's so weird that everyone on SL suddenly knows about renderosity and talks about it or uses it and it's like.. the entire reason I even got somewhat involved with 3D designing. I made a account there in 04 back when I was like.. underage and still in high school because one of my older friends went to a major university for gaming and designs and showed me it.

It's honestly a really great site and has so many talented designers there that I've always envied but one day I do hope I can be just as good or close to it!

UHUM, I want to make a mix-tape. Oh! So, the sale is still going on and I've been doing better then I thought I was going to. >__>; .. so, thanks for that! ALSO. Ellie-smexface, I am going to post up that one picture of me rockin' it out or looking drugged up during a performance! Eek.

NOW TO FINNISH THIS COFFEE. MMMMMMMMZ!

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EDIT
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YEY, made it!

Longer..

I lied.

The guy skins will not be released until after I remake the store. But, the bright side is that I already started building the store and redoing my posters. oo; ! - woot. Also, I have been working on the body of my new girl skin so that is getting done quicker then I had thought.

I'm going to be hosting a SALE from tonight at 12 until however long it takes me to make my new shop and other things. So, most items will be marked down alot. Skins will be 250. Outfits, 75.

shirts and other cheap stuff like 35-40. <3

Long day.

I got a job in RL.
I got online classes.
I have friends that are far too social for their own good that likes to force me into leaving my house too often to do things that I sometimes don't even feel like doing.
I have to take care of my dogs.
I have to spend time with my boyfriend.
I have to spend time with my friends in SL.
OH, and I am SICK. :(

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I guess, I don't feel like I have time to do anything for my shop because I am lazy and then I am busy when I'm not that lazy. But, despite that.. I did make a few items that will be released for my shop shortly and I am working on a new female skin and I SUPPOSE I will release those guy skins tomorrow even though there is only a few because I lost the PSD's ages ago.

Hum-bug.

I'm not good at this SL - Store owning/making/designing type thing.

- I'm not responsible.
- I ditch idea's quickly.
- I am never satisfied with my stuff.
- I can't stand commitment because it'll pressure me to bail.


I was suppose to be apart of a friends project and I just feel like I am going to kill myself with the anxiety and like suffer to death because I feel trapped and I feel like I am going to let down people.

FIRST OFF - my stuff isn't that great. It's okay, it's maybe even good, but I am nowhere good enough to be apart of some huge project that is suppose to have AMAZING stuff. So, call me negective but I don't care. I don't want to embarrass myself and try and fail and have people secretly talk shit and have to go by someone elses designed building that isn't [ ME ] at all.

AND IF I SAY ANYTHING LIKE, " Oh, maybe blah blah blah blah ' . It should look different or be alot smaller or not so many windows or so plain. " I get made out like a bad person and like I am discrediting their work. I'm not! It's just not ME, I, VYLORNA DEMAR, ANTOINETTE (cantsaymylastnamePSYCHO's) .. sighsighsigh. I get too worked up, I suppose.

Updates and mah 11th ann.

The hunt is offically over.

I hope everybody enjoyed it.. I know it seemed kinda of cop outish to throw a hunt because others are doing it but I figured it was a good idea to be generous and because I haven't had a discount type ordeal thing yet which I will soon enough after I release some more things so that there is even more variety.

I'm trying to catch my stores inventory back up after I got rid of all the old stuff I made back in the day and deleted. RIP to that crap! :p

OKAY, so! GUYS, FELLOWS, SEN-YOURS.
I made some stuff for you guys this time!

- two different types of v-necks.
MULTIPLE AND MANY COLORS.


AND GIRLS, in the first pic - it's the YUMMY Shirts! well one of em. :]] its pretty new, like uh.. 4 days old? or so. idk made it friday. D: .. SO, YUH. -

whooa. my last post was sad. i was so angry and sad that day that i rewrote it 100 times trying to not sound too upset or angry or KILLERish cause i wanna stab his dad. >;[ .. <3CHASE.






OH and today is Krez and I's 11month ann and i spent probably like 5K on his avatar. yuh, im a GREAT sl gf and bestfriend. MOSTLY bff. :]]] ilHIM. - yuppp. \\ but sadly, he cant be on and didnt even see what i got him yet! cause i got his password ( No. I dont STEAL his nonexistant money or idenity. >:{ ) and i went on his name and bought him LOADS of stuff. :]]] and wrote a cuuute notecard letting him know how great he is and he missed it! =[[[. SIGHSIGHSIGH.

Emotionally startled.

David Chase Chancellor.
Died at age [ Seventeen. ] - a month away from his 18th birthday.
Reasoning: His father shot him and let him suffer for 3 hours before his death.

I miss you so much. It's been a year, now, and I can't stop crying because it's so unreal that you are actually gone and it's been so long.. I keep imagining you coming up to my door and knocking on it with a cheesy grin plastered on your face and screaming that it was all a joke and you were just gone for a year to get away from all of the drama that went on. But, your face in the casket is still in my mind and I know that it's real and you are never coming back. I love you, we all do, and we still keep you in our memory every single day.

Veezy Fashion Show!

yiiikesz.! - freshh board shorts, MR.MALES. [ i actually had something else in mind but since i got this fashion show tommorrow, BEACH STYLE, - yuh bitches! - i made some male shorts. ]

OH, RIGHT!

Nex-Core is presenting Veezy.
Thursday, July 3rd, 08. 1:30 SLT.
Celebrating the 5th birthday of SL. [ wooo. go SL!!! ]

Hope you can make it! :3 .. ! <333. ;]

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OH, OH, OH. i say oh alot.
i wanna blog some.
.. UHUM. .. :| .. UHHH, .. ily?!?! N i love KREZ. :D [ whom is my secret manager. give all yo money to him causeee he is ma armcandy who needs to be stylish 100% of the time. :D ]

other thennn that. no new news. o__o; .. new news. LAWLS. OH, and keep the drama out of yo life! DRAMA FREEEEEEE BITCHEZZZZ. or at least as low as possible. im pretty drama free N lovin' it. only shizzz i gotta worry about is mah friends WHOM NEEDS TO RELAXXXX.

- V. Demar.

RANTRANT.

I don't like feeling emotionally unbalanced or unstable, trapped in some endless cycle of a emo kids diary, repeating the same sad story every other day. I was talking to Ellie Celt, owner of Eat Rice, the other night with a group of friends and we were discussing how she was a Buddhist.

I'm a Catholic. I do believe in my faith, but I am not ultra religious and would want to press my views on to anyone else or tell them they are condemned for not believing my faith. Every person has the right to choose whether or not they believe in something or nothing at all, and I am not God, that is to say, if you believe there is one, to cast judgment on others.

But, excuse the little rant, back to the point! .. She is a Buddhist and it's funny because, my grade school best friend, or one of them, was a Buddhist too and if there was any religion/lifestyle that I would want to take up besides my own, it would be that but I am pretty sure that I am too angry for it. I mean, I am really inlove with the way they think and their lifestyle is based on but I still do believe in " God. " but, also think that we are reborn again after death as well?

I wonder if there is any way that I can get into anger management and learn to let go of all hurt and things that gets me upset or bothered and be more relaxed and forgiving like them. Well, the right type of forgiveness - not just the moving on but holding that grudge in my head about the future and hold that on the person for a long time or even, everlasting.

- Le sigh, MY THOUGHTS. oo; ..

Ja Ne.

new, new, new, new. .. - i wish, i could be all proper and be all like.. " This, good sir's of SL, is the latest teeshirts from Veezy. Double layers and fantastic graphic's to your liking! " .. buuut, thats too boring n i jusss dun feel like bein' another BORING ASS designer on sl, who is farrrr too stuck uppp. >;\\\\\!

I LOVE MYSELF THE WAY I AM.
WHY BE FAKE TO MY CUSTOMERS?!

jerk designers. ):

I wanted to BLOG.

i fnly REDID the shop. o___o; .. The Loft, is where i foundddd this nifty lil' shop and decided to edit it cauuuse, it was rather small. oo; ..BUT, now i actuallllyyy like my layout and i have alot of space and room to move about and add new creations. also, HAIR. ( ive made loads but theyre not guud enough to sell n be laughed at. .-. ) .. BUT, once i start doing that moreso. u knowww. :O you guys might end up liking it and what not. OH. ok. so jeannnns. fuckn, hateee them. ]: .. i cant make em! thats why. i have such a hard time with jeans. JUST JEANS, idk why. D: D: D: .. makes me sad inside.

alsoooo. god. so. ive realized.. i got a anger issue. a rather huge one. BUT, i do have a really guud heart. 4serious. i always feel shitty after making someone feel bad and usually i wont do it unless they really deserve it. so no worries.! i am actually really friendly. unless yer a guy thats trying to hit on a friend that can't keep a bf or a stable relationship. then my idea of you turns into.. " oh, just another dude thats gunna leave or be tossed in a week. " .. BAD THOUGHTS.

im abit insane. ]:

Candyland Outfit!

When I first made this, I did it in red, and it reminded me of a candycane. Therefore! That is where the name comes from. It comes with pants and the top for 250 L. =]]]. All 4 for 500L.

Skins completed!

Skins are done! GO CHECK EMMMM.
Gunna work on new clothes. Guys n Girls.
Gunna finish the drawn guy skins.
Gunna make or get someone to make me a new shop building.. again.

Breaks ups & Makeups.

Basically, .. break ups suck.
But, make ups on a hot new skin I'm designing won't!
I got most of this skin finished & I will be starting makeups soon.

New stuffz.

U__u; .. new new ! D: .. ;\\\

RELEASESESES?!

oh goodness, RELEASES. check iiittt? o__O; !??!

SKINZ WERE RELEASED, WHA?

ohmahgawddd.

- skinz
- dresses.
- new boy pants.

all new, all done! :]]

HERE, KITTYKITTEH.

.. this was fun, and inspired. :3 i decided that it was time for that pretty little kitty to be let loose across a few of my designs and it was actually pretty fun making it, considering my friend was gawking at my drawing abilities!

OHMAHGAWD.

So, I've never really done this blogging thing before and decided that since everyone has one, I might as well pick one up as well. Eventually, I'll put on my own custom blogger skin/layout. For now, this will do since I really don't know how this site works yet. :p

Anyways, next post will be about my store!
Updates like crazy coming.

- Veezy.