I'm not good at this SL - Store owning/making/designing type thing.
- I'm not responsible.
- I ditch idea's quickly.
- I am never satisfied with my stuff.
- I can't stand commitment because it'll pressure me to bail.
I was suppose to be apart of a friends project and I just feel like I am going to kill myself with the anxiety and like suffer to death because I feel trapped and I feel like I am going to let down people.
FIRST OFF - my stuff isn't that great. It's okay, it's maybe even good, but I am nowhere good enough to be apart of some huge project that is suppose to have AMAZING stuff. So, call me negective but I don't care. I don't want to embarrass myself and try and fail and have people secretly talk shit and have to go by someone elses designed building that isn't [ ME ] at all.
AND IF I SAY ANYTHING LIKE, " Oh, maybe blah blah blah blah ' . It should look different or be alot smaller or not so many windows or so plain. " I get made out like a bad person and like I am discrediting their work. I'm not! It's just not ME, I, VYLORNA DEMAR, ANTOINETTE (cantsaymylastnamePSYCHO's) .. sighsighsigh. I get too worked up, I suppose.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Updates and mah 11th ann.
The hunt is offically over.
I hope everybody enjoyed it.. I know it seemed kinda of cop outish to throw a hunt because others are doing it but I figured it was a good idea to be generous and because I haven't had a discount type ordeal thing yet which I will soon enough after I release some more things so that there is even more variety.
I'm trying to catch my stores inventory back up after I got rid of all the old stuff I made back in the day and deleted. RIP to that crap! :p
OKAY, so! GUYS, FELLOWS, SEN-YOURS.
I made some stuff for you guys this time!
- two different types of v-necks.
MULTIPLE AND MANY COLORS.
AND GIRLS, in the first pic - it's the YUMMY Shirts! well one of em. :]] its pretty new, like uh.. 4 days old? or so. idk made it friday. D: .. SO, YUH. -
whooa. my last post was sad. i was so angry and sad that day that i rewrote it 100 times trying to not sound too upset or angry or KILLERish cause i wanna stab his dad. >;[ .. <3CHASE.
OH and today is Krez and I's 11month ann and i spent probably like 5K on his avatar. yuh, im a GREAT sl gf and bestfriend. MOSTLY bff. :]]] ilHIM. - yuppp. \\ but sadly, he cant be on and didnt even see what i got him yet! cause i got his password ( No. I dont STEAL his nonexistant money or idenity. >:{ ) and i went on his name and bought him LOADS of stuff. :]]] and wrote a cuuute notecard letting him know how great he is and he missed it! =[[[. SIGHSIGHSIGH.
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