RANTRANT.

I don't like feeling emotionally unbalanced or unstable, trapped in some endless cycle of a emo kids diary, repeating the same sad story every other day. I was talking to Ellie Celt, owner of Eat Rice, the other night with a group of friends and we were discussing how she was a Buddhist.

I'm a Catholic. I do believe in my faith, but I am not ultra religious and would want to press my views on to anyone else or tell them they are condemned for not believing my faith. Every person has the right to choose whether or not they believe in something or nothing at all, and I am not God, that is to say, if you believe there is one, to cast judgment on others.

But, excuse the little rant, back to the point! .. She is a Buddhist and it's funny because, my grade school best friend, or one of them, was a Buddhist too and if there was any religion/lifestyle that I would want to take up besides my own, it would be that but I am pretty sure that I am too angry for it. I mean, I am really inlove with the way they think and their lifestyle is based on but I still do believe in " God. " but, also think that we are reborn again after death as well?

I wonder if there is any way that I can get into anger management and learn to let go of all hurt and things that gets me upset or bothered and be more relaxed and forgiving like them. Well, the right type of forgiveness - not just the moving on but holding that grudge in my head about the future and hold that on the person for a long time or even, everlasting.

- Le sigh, MY THOUGHTS. oo; ..