I don't like feeling emotionally unbalanced or unstable, trapped in some endless cycle of a emo kids diary, repeating the same sad story every other day. I was talking to Ellie Celt, owner of Eat Rice, the other night with a group of friends and we were discussing how she was a Buddhist.
I'm a Catholic. I do believe in my faith, but I am not ultra religious and would want to press my views on to anyone else or tell them they are condemned for not believing my faith. Every person has the right to choose whether or not they believe in something or nothing at all, and I am not God, that is to say, if you believe there is one, to cast judgment on others.
But, excuse the little rant, back to the point! .. She is a Buddhist and it's funny because, my grade school best friend, or one of them, was a Buddhist too and if there was any religion/lifestyle that I would want to take up besides my own, it would be that but I am pretty sure that I am too angry for it. I mean, I am really inlove with the way they think and their lifestyle is based on but I still do believe in " God. " but, also think that we are reborn again after death as well?
I wonder if there is any way that I can get into anger management and learn to let go of all hurt and things that gets me upset or bothered and be more relaxed and forgiving like them. Well, the right type of forgiveness - not just the moving on but holding that grudge in my head about the future and hold that on the person for a long time or even, everlasting.
- Le sigh, MY THOUGHTS. oo; ..
Monday, June 30, 2008
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Ja Ne.
new, new, new, new. .. - i wish, i could be all proper and be all like.. " This, good sir's of SL, is the latest teeshirts from Veezy. Double layers and fantastic graphic's to your liking! " .. buuut, thats too boring n i jusss dun feel like bein' another BORING ASS designer on sl, who is farrrr too stuck uppp. >;\\\\\!
I LOVE MYSELF THE WAY I AM.
WHY BE FAKE TO MY CUSTOMERS?!
jerk designers. ):
Saturday, June 28, 2008
I wanted to BLOG.
i fnly REDID the shop. o___o; .. The Loft, is where i foundddd this nifty lil' shop and decided to edit it cauuuse, it was rather small. oo; ..BUT, now i actuallllyyy like my layout and i have alot of space and room to move about and add new creations. also, HAIR. ( ive made loads but theyre not guud enough to sell n be laughed at. .-. ) .. BUT, once i start doing that moreso. u knowww. :O you guys might end up liking it and what not. OH. ok. so jeannnns. fuckn, hateee them. ]: .. i cant make em! thats why. i have such a hard time with jeans. JUST JEANS, idk why. D: D: D: .. makes me sad inside.
alsoooo. god. so. ive realized.. i got a anger issue. a rather huge one. BUT, i do have a really guud heart. 4serious. i always feel shitty after making someone feel bad and usually i wont do it unless they really deserve it. so no worries.! i am actually really friendly. unless yer a guy thats trying to hit on a friend that can't keep a bf or a stable relationship. then my idea of you turns into.. " oh, just another dude thats gunna leave or be tossed in a week. " .. BAD THOUGHTS.
im abit insane. ]:
alsoooo. god. so. ive realized.. i got a anger issue. a rather huge one. BUT, i do have a really guud heart. 4serious. i always feel shitty after making someone feel bad and usually i wont do it unless they really deserve it. so no worries.! i am actually really friendly. unless yer a guy thats trying to hit on a friend that can't keep a bf or a stable relationship. then my idea of you turns into.. " oh, just another dude thats gunna leave or be tossed in a week. " .. BAD THOUGHTS.
im abit insane. ]:
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Candyland Outfit!
Monday, June 16, 2008
Skins completed!
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Breaks ups & Makeups.
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